sighs;

Another day destroyed.... Thanks to STUPID BAFFOON... I've been trying to ignore his comments and blah blah blah, but seriously, there's a limit for me. Apparently i've been to tat point before. But now, its seems like its happening again. My bottle of feelings are filling up again. Fast also. The last time i reached that point, i seriously couldn't enjoy the things i like. Like for example, if im watching a comedy, i would usually laugh. But now, its seems like its harder for me to laugh at such things. I guess i really nid to share (verbally) my feelings. If nt, i guess im just bottling up everything without knowing. Which its very hard to do so. Cause i can't concentrate on my studies(tat explains why im doing so badly for maths) and i'm like a hollow tree. I may appear normal, but Im some wat so empty on the inside. I guess tis is wat happens when u bottle up ur feelings for too long. I'm like trying to so called *get away* from the situation. And knowing that tat's nt how i am. I dun thk anyone can relate to wat im going through. But the worst thing is N lvl is on its way. Im seriously praying that i can make it through. And tat God can make a way for me!! I just dun wish to be in this situation. Its killing me. I guess tis is one "obstacle" which i seriously nid to pray and have faith in God. But its nt easy..... GOD HELP ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

written @11:13:00 PM✖✖✖

30 December 2010.....

THE WOST BIRTHDAY EVER!!!!!!!!!!

why u may ask...

well tats because this lovely day was

DESTROYED BY A STUPID, FUCKED UP, MOTHER FKING SELF CENTERED, IDIOTIC PERSON

(known to all as my dad but i dun regard him as one!!!!)

THIS STUPID BAFOON WHO ONLY THINGS OF HIMSELF REALLY WENT TO THE LIMIT TODAY. FOR ME, I THOUGHT THAT TODAY WILL BE AN AWESOME DAY, BUT I GUESS I WAS SO WRONG. KNOWING THAT TODAY IS MY BIRTHDAY, HE DIDN'T EVEN BOTHER SAYING A SINGLE "HAPPY BIRTHDAY" TO ME. INSTEAD, HE SPEND ALL HIS TIME SCOLDING MY MUM. I LOVE MY MUM LIKE MAD (even thought sometimes she pisses me off but i noe its for a reason) I WAS EXPECTING HER TO RETURN HOME SMILING LIKE SHE ALWAYS DOES, BUT SHE CAME BACK HOME IN TEARS. LOOKING AT IT, I CAN TELL THAT STUPID BAFOON IS THE CAUSE OF THAT. I WAS FEELING RATHER DOWN ALR BUT HE JUST HAD TO ADD ON, SO BOTH OF THEM STARTED SCREAMING LIKE MAD. I SERIOUSLY COULDN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE. I PRACTICALLY SCREAMED BACK AT HIM. IN MY MIND I WAS THKING: "WHERE ON EARTH HAS MY DAD GONE TO?" LIKE SERIOUSLY, MY DAD WAS NOT LIKE THIS. HE DOESNT DENY THAT HE IS WRONG NOR DOES HE PUSHES THE BLAME TO OTHER PEOPLE. APPARENTLY AFTER HIS RELAPSE OF HIS SICKNESS WAY BACK THAT HE BECAME THIS "BITCH". I HAVE BEEN TRYING TO BOTTLE UP ALL OF HE'S ACCUSING BUT ITS BEEN LIKE MORE THAN 2 TO 3 YRS ALR. I REALLY HAVE ENOUGH. I THK MY MUM IS BETTER OFF WITH SOMEONE ELSE. HE SHOULD JUST GET HIS ARSE AND NTH ELSE OUT OF MY FAMILY. HE'S LIKE A MACHINE GUN TAT DOESN'T STOP. SO NOW, IM LEFT BRUISED LIKE HELL. AND WHAT A WONDERFUL DAY TO DO IT. IT'S JUST GREAT. I FEEL LIKE SAYING THIS TO MY DAD: "STFU AND STOP THINKING THAT YOU ARE ALWAYS RIGHT. YOU ARE WRONG AT TIMES OK. AND JUST BECAUSE PEOPLE STAY AT HOME FOR LONG PERIODS OF TIME DOESNT MEAN THEY KNOW WHERE EVERY SPECK OF DUST IS IN THE HOUSE. AND STOP MESSING WITH OTHER PEOPLE'S PERSONAL LIFE AND GET A LIFE OF UR OWN. AND WE ARE NOT YOUR PUNCHING BAG FOR YOU TO RELEASE UR ANGER ON. SO GET LOST, GET OUT OF MY LIFE AND SERIOUSLY DONT WISH TO SEE UR FACE AND HEAR UR VOICE." BLOODY ASS HOLE...

written @8:27:00 PM✖✖✖

Hey peeps!! Had an Awesome time watching "Child's Eye" today at AMK hub.

With Elton, Christin, Xindi, Hwee Xing, Li Xin, Xi Da & Jin Po.

Sad story but rather scary.

After tat bused to somewhere with Dillon, then trained to Bugis!!

Bought a shirt & a bag!! But used abt $50+. My money fly away liaos...

oh wells...

shall post the pics tmr... Cause dun wan family noe...

haha.

Okies wan sleep le.. Last thing...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DINEETHA!!!!

my AWESOME tall friend!! =DD

written @12:02:00 AM✖✖✖

OMG! Im fking tired. Woke up at 8+, met Atiqah, Istiana & Shafina at RP at around 10+

Then w8 for Khai until 11+. Did the video until 2.

Went for service until 5+, came home edit the video some more cause got some problems,

send to ms pradeepa & now currently SLACKING...

Nxt two days no sch... So happy. Can relax liao!!

HAHA. Okies nth else to type liao..

written @11:21:00 PM✖✖✖

Yeys! EOY is finally OVER!! Life can now return back to normal.

Sry for not updating for like the past few months.

After the last paper on Fri, Boon Yao, Dillon & Me went to Woodlands Waterfront.

OMG it was super AWESOME!!!

The last time i went there, there was nth but construction.

Now, it looks so beautiful. Do check out the pics taken on tat day in

facebook.

Funny things tat happened on that day:

1) Dillon screaming practically all the way to Waterfornt.

2) Boon Yao started doing werid stuff while in Admiralty Park

3) Boon Yao lost his phone (but got it back) tis is to (2)

Thanks guys for spicing up tat day... HAHA

Friends, they come & go but great friends leave a mark

behind.

written @11:38:00 PM✖✖✖

Step - Up 3D (watch in 3D if u can)

Hey all!! Loads of stuff happen these past few days..
On sat, had my SL project. I must say it was freaking
successful!! Shall elaborate on it some other time
Today went to watch Step-Up3! Which was AWESOME!!!
The movie was about dance & why people dance.
It is an amazing movie for everyone!!
Went to watch it with Christin, Lella, Elton N Juan Koon.

Went to AMK Hub to watch it cause wan waste time.

After the movie, went so called"window shopping". Well only
Lella bought one or two things, the rest of us did not.
I wanted to buy this ear piece but I wanted to survey other shops
Tmr will be having Prefect's Monthly Sport Games.
Can't wait for it!!!

written @10:13:00 PM✖✖✖

Hey all, can't believe my SL project is tmr!!! Gonna have an early nite's rest.
Tat leaves the qn why am I still awake?? Haha. I'm going to slp now! Byes

written @10:20:00 PM✖✖✖

Hey all!! Today is such an awesome day! Even though the
Sch was almost flooded. The whole floor was wet. Even the
canteen the first few tables were wet. The most funniest thing
is tat I smelled canned mushrooms when it started raining
during maths. After sch had High Acheivers!! which was awesome!!
We had loads of fun activities. I'm sure ppl like jeff, jer n mr Goh saw
us all hyper and mad!!! Haha!! Oh yah, sorry ping Kah for using ur
e-dictionary during mt test.. Haha. Ok I wan sleep liao

written @9:41:00 PM✖✖✖

Today has been a freaking tiring day.
Firstly, my class got another few theft cases.
The funny thing about this is that the thief is
rather dumb. And he/she always strike on tues n
weds. I wonder whats wrong with this person.

Nothing better to do go inside other people classroom

and steal people things.

To the thief (whoever you are):

STOP STEALING STUFF FROM MY CLASS! It is STUPID &

CHILDISH OF YOU TO BE DOING THIS. IF YOU THINK THIS

IS FUNNY, GO TO HELL. GET LOST AND GET A LIFE!

Putting tat aside... After sch had SL Dry Run. It was Awesome!!

and i thk the actual event will be a success. Jeff's team had their

project day today. From what I've seen (Pics tat Dillon took) I thk

it was rather successful! Good Job to Team 2!!

And I hope tat my team will do a good job.. HAHA

Countdown to SL project day:

3 More Days!!

written @9:34:00 PM✖✖✖

Hi peeps!! It's been a long long time since I've updated my blog.
Currently busy with my service learning project. Cause the project
is coming Saturday. So here's some stuff I've done all this while.
I went to the YOG opening ceremony preview last week which was
AWESOME!!! Went there with the Exc9s, SPMs, 2nd CCA Excos n
NPCC peeps. Had a blast with them!!! Check out my Facebook for
the pics. Well can't wait for my project date to arrive
and I hope tat everything will be smooth and it'll be an Awesome event!
Go Team ONE!!!

Updated using iPhone

written @10:40:00 PM✖✖✖